1. |
Is This The Place?
02:14
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baby
oh it's been so long
and i'm always home
but it feels so wrong
baby
i think i'm going crazy
cause i'm always home
and it's been so long
baby
i'm going crazy
cause i'm stuck at home
yes i'm stuck at home
and it's been so long
yes it's been so long
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2. |
Don't Forget 2 Be Nice
04:04
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i hate you, man i really fucking hate
I hate how you moved on without saying goodbye
i hate how i lurk on your socials during the night
im talking about girls but that also applies to guys
I'm talking bout all the people who never have anything nice to say and only do when good things come our way
it's safe to say I've felt it first hand and it's such a fucking shame people play these mind games
I'm talking bout the people at the top
who never really fuck with the cream of the crop but scout kids who just happen to look hot
i don't mean to mock but there are cool kids like me who are never given that shot
To change their life
like trees we fight for that spotlight
niggas need to stop acting tough and be nice
and not forget that manners don't cost a thing so
Im somewhat sober and thankful tryna dismantle many negative thoughts so I stay tranquil
Gotta stop tryna justify peoples shitty actions
gotta stay away from all these distractions
Gotta stop wanting the best for people when they don't want it themselves
niggas be asking for help not caring if you fall tryna reach for that top shelf, well it's time I fully start investing more time in myself
i feel like this every night
I know that it'll be alright
if I just make it through the night
But what about tomorrow night
Tired of putting up a fight
Niggas pretend they don't see
But we all see you guys watch and pree
See I'm just looking for something
I just don't know what but I feel stuck
New York gave me a kick up the butt
and made me realise that I many need to let people go for me to grow so
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3. |
No Games Boy ft. X7
03:11
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gonna take all of your lives today
would help you but not going out of my way
Tell these niggas to get out of my face
They mad cause im not playing anymore games
Anymore games
anymore games
all of these niggas be sounding the same
Catting there
styles tryna ride on there wave
Had potential but it's actually a shame
Like biscuits these niggas are plain
niggas be making shit tryna chase fame
Id make shit ause I don't skate in the rain
or Id go home cause im always in pain
Always in pain
always in pain
sickle cell always be hurting my brain
so do these lames
They're falling off and they have no idea on who the fuck to blame
all niggas do is smoke weed and complain
These niggas mad cause we don't care bout their name
Going hard as my dick and the way that it came
in the car with homies now bitches say hai
Fucked with baja now that shit got me paid
at first bitches called me gay
So i put some shit out
now im mad cause I know they not fucking with my video game
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4. |
For The Time Being
04:00
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for the time being
Im having trouble sleeping
that must be the only reason
the things you got me feeling
got me fucked up
Up up
Got me fucked up
im lying here thinking bout you, again
im not quite sure when we're just friends
I know we talk a lot but there's shit I just can't say to you
so im here and I don't know what to do
it's 3 am and it's for sure past my bed time
I be saying weird shit but don't you worry I'll be just fine
and im kind thinking whether or not I should make you mine
do I make you mine
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5. |
Staying In Tonight
03:39
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While you out here tryna do the most
I'm in the kitchen making toast
kinda tired so I'm staying in tonight
i said I'd call you but i probably won't
no
so i might not reply to my phone
Sometimes I feel alone
Even though I'm not though
For a minute now it's just been me and mum at home
I worry bout my sister since she's gone she is all alone
streets of Paris where she roams
I had to make a quick trip to see her with my bros
but any way
I had a lot of things I had to do today
mother says I'm to negligent
all cause I forget to take my vitamins
She thinks I'm never listening
But that's not true
it's Friday night
I don't plan to go outside
there's a million things I'd rather do tonight
perhaps I'll jus do nothing
damn it feels so good
I should do this all the time
I can feel my dreams coming to
fruition
that's cause I'm not sat here wishing
aiming for my vision like there's a toilet n I'm pissing
Nigga listen I been on this mission
I traded addiction for ambition
you should try it
You might like it
Your lifestyle fictional
Damn You look miserable
And I rate your visuals
but your content typical
all this big talk but
where's your talent
Where's your music
Where's your tour
did you make that yeah
stop lying nigga half that shit ain't even yours
Why you talk about shit you've never lived before
You're not depressed
You're just stressed
you didn't talk to me
And blamed it on anxiety
Nigga please just stop it
I know people who really got it
Anyways I had to get that off my chest
you forget
it's in my nature to be lazy
just because I'm staying in tonight I shouldn't have to explain
That's jus how I been feeling lately
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6. |
Pink Light
02:50
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Let me not lie girl I miss chew
sat in this pink light thinking bout life
after all the things that we been through
we went away together after we broke up
you’re now saying how I shouldn’t kiss you
but you kissed me
and tell me how you’re tryna move on
and at the same time that you miss me
or do you miss being held
Pushing me away when you know you don’t always gotta be yourself
when there’s someone like me around who cares about your mental health
you always shut me down when I say love you which shows the problem lies in yourself
But you know I’m just tryna help
I know we haven’t spoken as much lately
we needed this time apart
we fell in love at the wrong time,
you can still have my heart though
look at me on this song got me sounding all fucking sarft
I promise I’ll cut everybody off before you see me breakdown
too many have said they love but only like 5 people show they face now
always hopeful for better days
19 im sure it’s not supposed to feel this way cause
day to day I stay chasing my own brain
I can feel that shit slipping away
but when that pink light comes on I just think of her
and that warm embrace, space
Is what I think I needed
all this confusion in my life, I don’t need this
all the bullshit we had to face
them man over there they can keep it
it’s not even been a year of this I beg you deep it
all my friends tell just leave it
but they don’t know what I know
They don’t feel what I feel
they’ve clearly never held someone they love crying when you’re supposed to be sleeping
all this isolation slowly turned
into house arrest
I been talking my friends about this shit
I just have to get it off my chest
honestly I’d like to spend another night with this person
rest my head on breast
But what’s the likelihood of that
shit got deep, almost fucking drowned
it is what it is but now there’s no going back cuz
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7. |
Drip / Muffin Top
05:05
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8. |
The Most Expensive Toy
02:43
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9. |
Cereal Killer
03:57
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mamas house is my favourite place to hide
baby I’ve got too much on my mind
spend the night we can trip and lose our minds
bring pyjamas cause I’ll be rocking mine
I just killed a nigga
Watched his blood spill
how can I be fine?
i let you get so close that i could spit on you
almost took two life today
and nigga I’ve got shit to do so I’m glad it wasn’t mine
it’s like this situation got a headlock on my mind
I feel like stressing just be wasting ya niggas time
cause niggas be getting close tyou
then not be there for you like they supposed to do
say they love you
fuck shit up n you’re left to pick up piece for piece
then they ask what the fuck is wrong with you
Oh my days the fucking cheek
the fucking cheek
the pain and misery enough to make a nigga go on a killing spree for the police to come after me
to be honest I don’t know what hurts more
betrayal or the fact that nobody tryna hold accountability
so now it’s clear to me
popping pills to keep me even
getting sick at the start of each season
ya boy having trouble eating breathing sleeping
and everything in between
and maybe I’m too keen
but maybe that’s the reason I can’t get to sleep and
I’m just tryna sell you guys my pain cause
i bring this melancholy everywhere i go
i want it gone I’ll kill it watch stab it in its throat
I’m sick of seeing niggas do the most
it’s sad really, how’re just a shell of a man
so you know you’re words are empty
how something nice turn into you venting to me
All I got are fucking dreams to hang onto
anything involving me not chasing them well I won't want to
even if it means having my closest nowhere near me I’ve just got to
can’t feel guilt for wanting you all to myself
Please don’t blame your mental health cause trust me all of us need help
everytime I think of you i wanna call to make things right
But think Why the fuck should I?
i don’t think you’ve realised
what this means to me
and how it’s made me feel
but you don’t care you’ll live your life
and I’ll live mine with this on my mind
we
I’m better off alone
loves a losing game
and I’d rather stay at home
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